How I became the fangirl I am Today...
"Who names themselves HERO??!?!?!?" PFFFTTTT!
First off~~~ I got this from o0yani0o so! Kudos to her idea! :D here we go~
I heard about DBSK from a friend in the summer of 2007. My friend Karen! Whose...whose in the Philippines now *sighs* I miss her~ She's like the reason why I am the way I am today because of DBSK. X3 anyways....um. So yeah! I was into Fahrenheit and their ....okay-ist talent. DANG I didn't know what I was missing back then!
So, after a phone call from y still bff who's around the world, I checked them out on youtube. My first video....was Rising Sun. XD
You know how, they introduce the members in the beginning?
Well....first impressions were okay. I still remember feeling a little like, "Okay...let's see what they got" and I was nodding here and there, being sucked into it. They looked cool sweating and stuff. XD But then the video reached to Jaejoong. X3
I remember this vividly because its just so ironic.
I saw him standing at church and his name comes up, "HERO". And my first reaction was:
"PPPHSSSSHHHH. Who names themselves HERO? What the freak????"
And now, I love Jaejoong the most. So, yeah. I agree he has bad first impressions. XD
So, after that! I checked out more videos: Tri-angle, Hug, Balloons, Stay with me Tonight, and others I can't remember...but the song that totally got me hooked. Like, the point where I decided that I was going to love this group was Beautiful Life. I mean, I still LUB that song even from now. :D Just love love love it! After checking their awesome skills on youtube, I wikied them.
And for some reason....I couldn't tell Yunho and Junsu apart for some days....XD I don't know why....I mean....they look completely different...I...I just don't know how I couldn't tell them apart. But whatever! XD I know them now. :D
So after a month or so or another month....I got into reading fan fics! winglin.net/fanfics baby! I mean...I knew the site from before. XD And I already wrote fans fics on there but its about Fahrenheit and S.H.E. Gah...i don't know what happened to me. XD I changed my venue and started writing about DBSK. :D I think...my writing skills became more and more creative from then on.
Then! When I got back from school! Yaoi invasion got to me.XD
I was bored.
I was looking at the listings and I kept seeing "YAOI" with Jaejoong's and Yunho's name. I had no idea what that meant. So I googled it. And it said a boyxboy relationship in Japanese. Since I wasn't so open-minded back then, I was like, "Uh...what? Yunho and Jaejoong?" Then I clicked on it.
Disregarding the NC-17 warning! I read it. XD And I was scarred for life. XDD I read my first yaoi yunjae and it was NC-17 but it was freaking hawt. I went back on youtube and typed in YunJae on the search box thingy and clicked on one of them. As I watched videos on Yunjae...I began to change my mind. I saw the touches and stares and everything...at first I was a little ....eewwy about it but I got over it in a day. Then...after a few days, I kept reading DBSK yaoi oneshots and decided!
TO write my own!
Cause...for some reason, I stopped updating on my "straight" fics. XD I think I lost my ways in those genres....X3
My First One-shot is called, "What Love Does" .....*sighs* ah...the golden days. XD or should I say the yaoien days. XD so not funny. -_-"
So yes....I loved DBSK and yaoi in like...months time. But that's not all.
Two years ago, I was....not me. XD I wasn't very out-going, i didn't talk much, I didn't sing much-- I sang but not with pride and I was very shy. XD
I mean...I was completely shy. And my fashion sense was blah. XD
I learned from the masters and started singing along to DBSK's songs. Now, I'm sooo good with low notes. :D Practicing with Taeyeon's and Tiffany's voices now. ^_^ Last year, I did my first talent show! And I was sooo happy! From then on~ I wasn't so shy any more! I sang more! And I became more out-going~
I got more conious about my appearl thanks to Jaejoongie! And...I still look up to them now. :D They're the perfect role-models. Showing that...you can show your talents, be modest, and be a dork about it. XD
When I think about it, they're the biggest influence in my life really...I mean, most of the time when I try something new and I'm a bit scared about it, I'll think, "Wah. DBSK would do this" and I'd do it and have fun. ^^ that simple...well, now. ^^
NOW! ^^ I turn my friends into DBSK fans~ :D
I got....2 friends transformed. X3 I failed one....sad but I mean, she did like it for a while~ She even named her backpack Hero! XD And I notice my friends love Jaejoong the most too. ^_^ I'm okay with that~ everyone needs a little Jaejoong in their lives. ^^;
So yep! That's how I became the fan girl I am today...if I forgot anything...I'll add it later on. XD
I became more artistic and more optemistic thanks to DBSK. I'm culturally optemistic and everything!
Thanks to them, I stick to this motto: "I'll try anything once" ^^ good right? XD
How did you become a DBSK fan????? care to share??