I'm so soupy and paranoid today. Just one little bad thought and I always start to think about everything with a negative tone.
- I'm drawing a present for my friend's birthday now and worried that she won't like it.
- I've got a new job and I'm afraid that I'm not good enough for this.
- I slept only 3 hours - a fucking insomnia.
- Deadlines of two russian fests are coming. I should kill myself.
- I don't want to think about my birthday. It's very sadly.
and etc.
Trying to find smth good in this day. For example, I'm in love with this dancing kitty ♥
And this amazing vid!
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Experemental video Ukraine, Kiev - March 2010