I’m going crazy. o(ಥдಥ)o Well, crazier. Why? WHY? WHYYYY???? ლ(°▅°ლ๑) I’ll tell you why. Because some dumbasses keep me up at night. Same dumbasses make me want to flip all the tables with their back and forth, stop and go, and the fact that it’s been AGES since the damned manga has updated. :’D I’M STILL LOOKING AT YOU SEKAIICHI HATSUKOI. (;; ̄ ︹ ̄)σ What do you mean I should just stop watching the episodes over and over and oooover so I won’t be like this? I can’t. (ಥ ̯ ಥ) Though, really, I shouldn’t have watched this at all. I have, for the longest time, stayed away from the anime version because I knew it would either disappoint me or I’ll get obsessed AND I AM NOT DISAPPOINTED NOW LOOK WHAT IT’S DONE TO ME.
Also, Love Stage!! It’s a seriously stupid thing and I can’t wait for them to animate the more stupid scenes though AAAAH I’m not looking forward to the feels. 。゚(゚´Д`゚)゚。 And now I've only had a couple hours of sleep because of a newly discovered old anime, Gakuen Heaven. Ugh, come oooon. Dumb boys doing dumb things, OMfG DON’T stooooop!!! >_< I’ve also been listening to Aikotoba (Sekaiichi Hatsukoi 2 ED) on loop and it’s not helping. But of course, I knew that would happen. =_= Why’s Wednesday taking so long??? Oh, wAIT! It IS Wednesday now!! FREE! Eternal Summer and Love Stage!! later tonight I can’t wait. \(//∇//)\
My thinks are all over the place. (-‸ლ)
∑(O_O;) I really do have a ship / OTP type. :\ I never realised this until I met AoKuro. r( ̄_ ̄;) Usual minimum requirement is that there be at least one lameass loser (in bold in the following pairings). Alpha and Beta have a past (positive / negative / stupid), they either get separated or have a falling out or just live separate lives, and then they meet later to REALISE THAT THEY’RE MEANT FOR EACH OTHER, AND THEY WILL LIVE CRAZILY EVER AFTER. For instance: Nezumi/Shion (Nope.6), Rin/Haru (Feels! Free!), (GoM)Aomine/Koroko (Kuroko no harem Basuke), Kageyama/Hinata (Fuuuuu Haikyuu!!), Kuroro/Kurapika (Hunter X Hunter), Takano/Onodera (World's Dumbest Greatest First Love / Sekaiichi Hatsukoi), Ryoma/Izumi (Dumb Love Stage!!), Kazuki/Keita (Gakuen Heaven), etc. Strangely, though, my plots / fics don’t reflect this preference. Huh. ╮( ̄_ ̄)╭
Sometimes I catch myself thinking why I love BL at all. It’s not ‘normal’ by social standards. It’s something only a minority even appreciates. I look at silly boys kissing, read about them doing much more, and wonder what it is about these idiots, their situation, their story that get to me. And, well, that’s exactly it, isn’t it? It’s about them, their life, their struggles, their failures and successes-those are the things that I connect to. Gender? What is it, really, in the grand scheme of things? It’s just one of the facets of a person. Surely, there are more important things. Surely.
Man, this was supposed to be a lame post about stupid fictional characters. I obviously have strong feels about this. Heh.