Jul 22, 2012 02:21
Well, things are quite a bit different since I quit taking a particular medication...
The stress that's coming down the road is still pretty bad. There's like, four or five things that I've got to think about. There's that surgery that's coming up (which I have more or less resigned myself to in theory by this point) and there's a trip or two that I need to take.
I'd really like to...put all of this off for as long as I can. A friend of mine said something to the effect that it was silly that I should be afraid of this.
It hurts because I keep using an addiction problem that doesn't exist as a bandaid.
Flushing that all down the toilet was not the answer.