life fuckin sucks
okokok what the fuck today has been really shitty well make that this whole weekend has been shitty i got kicked out of my house all because i didnt want to go to jaxsonville to see my dieng grandparents and so that makes me sick what the fuck i dont get it . whay do people have to constenly fuck with me when they know im not in the mood nowadays im so stressed out from work home skool friends well i have all of one arent i the cool girl... anywayz kristen is the sweetest best freind any one could have and im lucky to have her. her mom and jim let me live with them for a while and i think that fucking awesome but i really miss my home it sucks im definatley not phsically or emotionally stable to live out here by my self i cant do it . fuck and today i get blamed for supposedly calling my 3rd period teacher a fucking bith which i didnt do ... but to top things off for my exam week i am suspened from school for the next 5 days even though i only have school for the next 4 days what the fuck kinda bullshit is that ill never fucking understand... i have seminole county school system.. they dont listen to shit that i have to say grrrr..... but tonight i hope all goes welll im going to try to talk to my parents about letting me come home. i kno i sound like a pussy but i dont give a shit i want to go home and sleep in my fucking bed... and be able to see eat hear whatever the fuck i want ... damn it im out