it makes no difference in this stupid world we know (hot rod circuit lyrics are amazing <3)
so, i haven't written in here for millions of years. i almost wish i could say nothing significant has happened since florida (which was one of the most fun weeks of my life), but i don't like lying. so much annoying dramatic bullshit has been going on, and as usual, i jump in the middle of everything while bitching about hating it and wanting to run away. i wish i could say i managed to at least pick a side, but again, as usual, i identify with almost everyone in every single one of these annoying situations. i've always been happy with my ability to see the opinions of others, but sometimes i feel like i'm playing both sides, even if it's not my intention. as a result i feel that in each situation, i'm betraying both of my friends, and that i can't share my thoughts on anything without getting both of the people mad at me. suckage.