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Jun 25, 2005 17:05

OMG!!! Nathan asked me out and i said yes and i like him sooooooooooo much but guess what?

he read txts on my fone from wen i was fucking with a guys head because he was easy and it was funny how he responded and also txts confronting james about fucking my best frends girlfriend!!! fuck the ones to james seemed like i was pissed off that he was sleeping with chris' gf bcoz i wanted him but really it was coz i was upset for chris, and i wanted to get the truth out so chris didnt have to be hurt nemore!!!
and the txts to greg i didnt mean hes not my type, he actually scares me alot! but he was like "man im horny" and i thort haha its funny if i fuck with his head and i did.... not thinking that it cud result in so much pain..

anyway last nite i stayed with nathan and it happend to be one of the best nights of my life, he is the sweetest guy in the world, i like him so much... i was so happy all night being with him, and we had sex and it was the best ever and the whole night was just so amazing i felt so special to have him as my bf, considering i hadnt liked ne1 this much since alan it was so amazing.... i really felt as if we cud have a future... until he read my txts now hes rethinking our relationship... i dont wana lose him, i want a real chance with him to show him im not like that... anyone please tell me what i can do not to lose him, im already hurting so bad i dont wana hurt nemore!!!!! i just wana be happy with him again, and you all no im not a liar and a cheater right?

Tina xoxo
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