yasuko to kenji, yay hard drive :DDD, boo :((( life sucks
so i've finally decided to watch the drama yasuko to kenji. mainly cuz tacchon is in it and he's hot, but also cuz the story sounded like it would be funny. anyway. so i'm going along watching all the episodes when episode 5 starts and i'm looking at this guy thinking. hmm why does he look familiar and then a second later i'm like omg it's yasu!! hahaha.
could there be any more sexual tension between them during the fight scene at the end? lol. not only that but tacchon's voice when he is telling yasu's character off about hurting yasuko was really hot. seriously. then right after that part tacchon's character has to say something ghey like "find something to cherish" and immediately after he said that i was thinking in my head "he did tacchon!!! it was you but no, you had to go and fall for that girl(/ryo...hahahaha). graaaaaaaa"*pulls out hair* hahahaha. and it totally looked like yasu wanted to say that too . like "you idiot!!! that's why i hate you!!! cuz you never noticed that i love you!!!!" *waah waah runs to subaru for comfort sex*
starting episode 6 right now. thought i would post this before i lost my train of thought. hahaha.
i have been so bored today. how's your day coming along???
so my birthday was in september and my cousin is late with my present which i don't really mind if she gives me one but she insists on it so yay for me. i had told her months ago that if she's going to get me anything than get me an external hard drive for my laptop and i would seriously love her forever and ever and be soo happy. i told her that the only thing i would want for a present is an external hard drive. but no. she doesn't want to fuel my je obsession by giving me more memory to store all the hours and hours of arashi(and soon to be kanjani8) videos that i have. she says that what she has planned for me is something that i would really love and that i would probably love it more than the hard drive and i told her, "ivee there is nothing i want more right now than a hard drive. like seriously if your going to get me electronics i don't want anything other than a hard drive". well she'd kept the secret of what my present was for the longest time until about 2 weeks ago. when we were in her car going to borders or something like that and i mentioned again that seriously all i wanted was a hard drive and she finally caved and told me what she had planned to get me and she was going to get me a ds for my birthday and then an r4 card for christmas. and i told her that was a great present but i seriously wanted a hard drive a lot more than a ds. and plus i would use my hard drive WAY more than a ds. anyway, she finally agreed to get me an external hard drive for my very late birthday and early christmas present. and i was sooo happy for the rest of the day. she's waiting for black friday(friday after thanksgiving for those of you who don't know about it. all stores have major sales and everything is a lot cheaper) to get it for me and she might get me a 1 terra bit hard drive. I'm so excited about it.
school still sucks major ass. there's a big possibility that i will get kicked out of cal state long beach for my poor grades. i'm really anxious and nervous about this and seriously don't know if i would even tell my family about it. i'm probably going to hide it from them and just go back to junior college and try to reapply a year later. i seriously screwed my academic career/life over. every time i think about it i get a really tight feeling in my chest and seriously worry about what i am going to do with my life and then i beat myself up inside for letting myself get this far off track.
i've been kinda of depressed about this part of my life for a while. i have a feeling that i might hit a mental and emotional breakdown around christmas time and i'm trying to steer myself away from that but i don't know how well that will go. i wish life were easier.
sorry for the way this post went. i wasn't planning on writing any of that. this was just supposed to be about the jdrama. i guess i just really needed to tell someone this because i feel like i can't really tell my rl friends cuz they would be disappointed in me.
could there be any more sexual tension between them during the fight scene at the end? lol. not only that but tacchon's voice when he is telling yasu's character off about hurting yasuko was really hot. seriously. then right after that part tacchon's character has to say something ghey like "find something to cherish" and immediately after he said that i was thinking in my head "he did tacchon!!! it was you but no, you had to go and fall for that girl(/ryo...hahahaha). graaaaaaaa"*pulls out hair* hahahaha. and it totally looked like yasu wanted to say that too . like "you idiot!!! that's why i hate you!!! cuz you never noticed that i love you!!!!" *waah waah runs to subaru for comfort sex*
starting episode 6 right now. thought i would post this before i lost my train of thought. hahaha.
i have been so bored today. how's your day coming along???
so my birthday was in september and my cousin is late with my present which i don't really mind if she gives me one but she insists on it so yay for me. i had told her months ago that if she's going to get me anything than get me an external hard drive for my laptop and i would seriously love her forever and ever and be soo happy. i told her that the only thing i would want for a present is an external hard drive. but no. she doesn't want to fuel my je obsession by giving me more memory to store all the hours and hours of arashi(and soon to be kanjani8) videos that i have. she says that what she has planned for me is something that i would really love and that i would probably love it more than the hard drive and i told her, "ivee there is nothing i want more right now than a hard drive. like seriously if your going to get me electronics i don't want anything other than a hard drive". well she'd kept the secret of what my present was for the longest time until about 2 weeks ago. when we were in her car going to borders or something like that and i mentioned again that seriously all i wanted was a hard drive and she finally caved and told me what she had planned to get me and she was going to get me a ds for my birthday and then an r4 card for christmas. and i told her that was a great present but i seriously wanted a hard drive a lot more than a ds. and plus i would use my hard drive WAY more than a ds. anyway, she finally agreed to get me an external hard drive for my very late birthday and early christmas present. and i was sooo happy for the rest of the day. she's waiting for black friday(friday after thanksgiving for those of you who don't know about it. all stores have major sales and everything is a lot cheaper) to get it for me and she might get me a 1 terra bit hard drive. I'm so excited about it.
school still sucks major ass. there's a big possibility that i will get kicked out of cal state long beach for my poor grades. i'm really anxious and nervous about this and seriously don't know if i would even tell my family about it. i'm probably going to hide it from them and just go back to junior college and try to reapply a year later. i seriously screwed my academic career/life over. every time i think about it i get a really tight feeling in my chest and seriously worry about what i am going to do with my life and then i beat myself up inside for letting myself get this far off track.
i've been kinda of depressed about this part of my life for a while. i have a feeling that i might hit a mental and emotional breakdown around christmas time and i'm trying to steer myself away from that but i don't know how well that will go. i wish life were easier.
sorry for the way this post went. i wasn't planning on writing any of that. this was just supposed to be about the jdrama. i guess i just really needed to tell someone this because i feel like i can't really tell my rl friends cuz they would be disappointed in me.