Sad
I know no one reads anything here because I never really post but I'm sad and I can't sleep and my journal is downstairs so I'm just going to put it all down here and move on.
Tomorrow, well now it's actually today, is 3 years since my Dad died and tomorrow will be 7 years for my Mom. I'm just having such a sad night and missing them so much.
There's no one to talk to here. My husband tries to be supportive but it would just make him uncomfortable to talk about it and I don't want to upset my kids or make them feel they have to worry about me.
I came to bed hours ago but now I'm just poking around online because I can't sleep.
Now, it's out there I've had my whine, I'm sitting here crying, trying not to feel too sorry for myself.
Tomorrow, well now it's actually today, is 3 years since my Dad died and tomorrow will be 7 years for my Mom. I'm just having such a sad night and missing them so much.
There's no one to talk to here. My husband tries to be supportive but it would just make him uncomfortable to talk about it and I don't want to upset my kids or make them feel they have to worry about me.
I came to bed hours ago but now I'm just poking around online because I can't sleep.
Now, it's out there I've had my whine, I'm sitting here crying, trying not to feel too sorry for myself.