Oct 16, 2004 06:05
aw i just got to see both my sisters before they went to homecoming. they looked so pretty. i miss going to dances.
i am totally excited to see jessica in like 10 days! i miss her. i'm going insane here with all my friends gone.
i totally love hanging out with joey, but most of the time it's like all of his friends..and me. it makes me feel so lonely.
and it's nothing they do, they're all really nice. i mean, i'm friends with them too.. i just don't fit in with a group of guys. understandable.
i miss a lot of things. and people. i miss erin and kelly, and both of them are here. what's wrong with me? things are weird.
i miss dancing around to that song on the walk to remember soundtrack.
i miss erica's bright shoes.
i miss taking funny pictures. including drawings.
i miss trips to the beach.
i miss getting nervous around joey.
i miss cruisin' with the girls.
i miss sitting in katy's room and talking for hours.
i feel weird. i don't kno what i'm doing. i don't think i'm doing the right thing. i should be somewhere.. but i don't kno where. part of me wants to leave and part wants to stay. ah who knows.