has it really been sooo long
I hope that there are people that still read this.I know it has been a real long time since my last update,but is only because I have been occupied with so many other things or ultimately just wasn't sure what to write about.I have been doing btter then in the past.I fianlly got a job which I started back on april 25th.Yeah,me with a job,what a shocker lol.I work as am overnight stock clerk at a grocery store called Super G.It isn't the most glamourous job in the world but it gives me money I didn't have before which I like,though since it is night work I usually find myself sleeping quite a bit during the daytime.It's amzing I remember what day it is anymore,but hey it's all good,right?. I do admit though that even though that I have a job now I will continue to look elsewhere and find something better,but that is the beauty of being young,that even if you have a job you can go about looking for that "bigger,better deal" if that makes any sense.I still don't have anyone in my life if you all know what I mean,but I guess you can't win at everything so to speak.I am partly to blame for that though since I have a highly guarded inability to trust,which if anything is one of the key elements in being in a romantic relationship,unless i'm wrong which I am pretty sure i'm not...listen to me now i'm ranting on.I am going to go for now and will do my very best to update again over the weekend...to all my friends far and near...take care...and later!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!