can you say DEPRESSION

[tinabeana30]

wow, today i like woke up depressed! i honestly did, i have been like crying the whole entire day! it sucks! my saddness comes from a mixture of things i think, just things that have happened in the last few days! if you know me (well at least rae knows) you know that i had a really tough weekend and day, you know the whole penis thingy,, and no i dont mean sex! Trevor if you get to read this,, i am so sorry, i never meant to hurt you, it just wasnt meant to be, i cant explain why i dont have feelings for you anymore.. i wish i did because it sucked to have to tell you what i did, but it had to be done! i hope that your not mad at me! and i just dont know what to do about "B"!! i can honestly say that i think i am in love with him,, but how do you tell your best friend that you love them! and after today, he like egnored me the whole fricken day and i dont understand what in the world i did to make him egnore me! i am really really sad! idk! i also feel like i have no one to talk to that actually gives a damb, my problems may seem little to you all, but in my heart they go really deep! so if you see me, please give me some love, i need all that i can get! and if you feel like talking to me too that would really help! thank you for being here, i am gonna go take a nap! call me if you wanna talk to me,,903-9914!
and a note to Tara, SCREW ADAM, YOUR BEAUTYFUL,, AND YOU CAN DO MUCH BETTER!

love you all
tina