hello, its been a real long time!!
Hey, i missed you all so much! well my life has pretty much been a disaster lately!! a lot has happened this summer that has not only changed my life for now, but it also has changed me forever! the begining of my summer was cool, i partied a lot, and got caught for it, now i am grounded! it is really hard for me to be grounded and away from my friends though because on july 20th i lost a close friend of mine so suddenly, it was really hard, and it scared me because i thought hey,, that could happen to anyone that i love!! THAT IS SO SCAREY TO ME! i love you Jessica Ann Gardner!! that changed me big time,, i think that i dont take life for granted anymore and i make sure that i tell my friends and family how much i love them,, i also return phone calls now (not even going to begin talking about that one). and good things have come out of this grounding too,, i am not going to drink anymore unless it is a really special occasion because i have realized how stupid and just childish i was being about it! ITS STUPID,, NEVER DRINK OR DO DRUGS!!PLEASE, SAVE YOURSELF THE TROUBLES OF IT NOW! i think i have pretty much found out who my real friends are this summer too, thank you all for being here for me when i needed you most, it has been a really hard summer but hopefully things will get better seems as its out senior year!! YAHOO!i am just gonna suck it up and make the best out of everything because really that is my only option if i want to be happy! but i am out! I LOVE YOU ALL! <3333333333333333333 PEACE!