The sweetest thing that you'll ever see in the whole wide world, is a happy girl!!
So I am happy! Really happy in fact!
I had a great New Years, I actually spent it with Brandon. I realized that I dont need him anymore for anything but a friend, not a best or anything else, he is cool, thats all!
I met the coolest guy in the world, he is so nice and sweet and totally likes me!
I LIKE BEING LIKED AGAIN!
He calls me beautyful all the time and I think he would really do anything for me! That makes me extremly happy!
BRANDON: I liked you a lot, but honestly my new years resolution was to get over you and to become a better person. I think that they are already coming to life, I sat and watched you sing and usually I get all kinds of butterflies and stuff.... this time I didnt! I still love you to death, but you are an amazing guy that only deserves the amazing and so am I! I think i can honestly say right now, you dont deserve me! That may sound harsh or even mean, but that is how I feel about it! We said some mean things to each other,, really mean, and obviosly we meant what we both said or else the words would have never come out of our mouths and I dont believe that either one of us should ever apologize for the way that we feel! So lets leave it at that, you are an amazing guy, but even more of an amazing friend, I would never want that to end! I think we are on a good note now tho! So yeah!
BRENT: You are like the worlds nicest human being! I have really enjoyed hanging out with you these past few days! I am sorry that I havent been that out there with you, but i kinda think that you are trying to take like 2 days of even knowing each other way too fast!!! You are amazing, and beautyful also, and of couse I would love to get to know you more also!
TARA: Well i just love you, and i am sorry that we founght so much! lol!
HOLLY: i am sorry, i love you and you know that i would do anything to make you happy! i didnt know that you called, so sorry again, i hope that you dont hate me!
AMANDA: I am sorry that you had a crappy new years... where the frick is my present! loL! loveyou!
i g2g,, i am leavin a happy girl for once!