Dec 27, 2005 15:38
Yeah, last night would have to be rated as the worst night of my entire life!!
There he was at the same show I was at, i was so happy to see him there, thats when he started hangin all over another girl right in front of me and talkin crap about me, right in front of me!! wtf? i was so hurt!!
BEST FRIENDS= yeah right, he only talked to me cuz he felt obligated too!
so basically all in one stupid night i lost my best friend, crush and i cried all night over it! i am so stupid, why do i do this to myself!
I AM OVER IT AND I AM OVER YOU!
i pray that someday he wakes up and says "wow, that girl really loved me, and i f***ed up!"