urghhhh,,,, Me=Stupid....Life sucks and by golly so do I!??!
Guys dont be mad, but i called (M) today! i know shame on me,, but i feel like he is the only guy out there for me! I kinda have given up on the dream of me and brandon ever being together, i know it will never happen. Luckely (M) wasnt home, lets just see if he calls me back!
I know that i deserve so much better,, i mean dont get me wrong (M) is such a great guy,, and i know that he likes me like i like him, but he always hurts me! Sometimes i wonder why i put myself through so much crap,, its prolly cuz i miss being wanted,, i miss liking somone so much that you would do anything to make them happy and vice versa!!
I want to fall in love! so bad!!!! I can actually say that i have never ever really been in love, you know,, i think i have,, but its not love when they dont love you back!?!
I like Brandon so much more than i like (m) but i dont know,,, he is one of my best guy friends, and i know that all he sees me as. actually i dont know how he feels,, cuz he wont tell me.. so i am here guessing!
I HATE GUESSING!!
gurrrr... love is such a sweet sorrow!
Tara holly haley line amanda eli and all the others,,, i love you so much!