Him
The missing and the wanting and the needing. Have you ever just been anticipating something for so long that once you get it, your just like damn this is what I"ve been waiting hopelessly for. I can't believe I just did that waiting so anxiously. Then it was nothing. NO emotion NO caring in his voice. NO anything. I was surprised, but should I really have been. I've been carrying this relationship for too long now...I don't wanna let it go. But I'm just too well too emotional..Like I need feeling or something. He doesn't give me that, it's just a game or something and I can't stand it. Letting go is hard, but I have to. Ever since I came up with this solution tears have just been rolling and why....I don't know.