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i sit and think about the past and where my life has taken me and what i have done in the past and i have changed so much in the past few months. i dont think about getting fucked up and i dont go and be like i need that cig. cuz i dont im not going out and partying and i dont want to. i enjoy being home and relaxing and not being like lets get drunk and go to the club that aint me no more. and it will never be me again. i mean being here in tenn away from everybody i knew made me grow up and realize how i was fucking my life up and the road i was going down the wrong path now i just wanna be a good mom to my lil nathan