Jan 14, 2013 00:44
For the first time in a very long time I am attempting an all nighter to catch up on some work.
Obviously so far this has involved me reading my Gorgeous Girlfriends essay, wandering through facebook, watching MacGyver and doing a plethora of things that are not work. Procrastination WIN! :D
I be off to Hong Kong for a meeting tomorrow (The international Man of Misery flies again!) gonna be away for a week. It's not so bad, I'll be back by next weekend and I've never been to Hong Kong but things with my Girl haven't been so fabulous lately. I'm not handling things correctly and it is leading to her not feeling all together with me, my going away is not helping matters.
It seems from a meeting with my boss that I'm probably going to be away a lot this year and that is filling me with trepidation. I just don't know how to handle it, burying my head in the sand and doing nothing is as usual making things worse. I just go along with whatever is going on and don't stand up for what I want. It is making things with my best friend awkward as well. Though that has been coming for a while too.
Sigh, I just cannot seem to do anything right! Though my hindsight torments me with the right answers after the fact as usual.
Well. Lets see if I have a girlfreind and a best friend by the end of the year.