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[tin_can_soldier]

i have a problem, and i need help. i dont know how to fix it. im just so afraid of being alone. FUCK YOU WESLEY. this cant possibly have anything to do with him. that was so long ago, another life. i respected myself then. i cried today, i almost got in an accident going back to battle of the bands. i put my sunglasses on. people must have known i

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[xxxpenquinxxx]

i'm sorry if any of that had to do with what we talked about yesterday. lori, i don't know what to say to you other than i have the upmost respect for you. maybe i should, maybe i shouldn't, but as far as i'm concerned, your actions are never with cruel intentions, you aren't malicious. you're a genuiune person, and i'm sorry that you feel one bad person ruined what could potentially the greatest experience of your life. i had the same thing happen to me, and eventually you find someone and it makes all the hurt and the pain inside go away. there isn't much else i can say that's going to make you feel better, i understand, but trust me that things will change once you get out of that hell hole of a school. you'll find yourself with the ability to make yourself into whoever you want to be, college gives you that power. learn to have more respect and confidence, lori, and stay away from that damn hard liquor! lol. and if ever i'm around and you feel that horrible again, just come up to me and tell me, i promise that i'll never judge you for your actions, only by your character. i'm here if you ever need me and that's a promise. i had a sucky time yesterday too, lol. and i'm totally sunburned. it sucks.

--linds

[heavenneedsmore]

wesley really isnt a bad person, i know that more than most anyone. he just wants different things in life. my hearts been broken and i thought the world was over, but really it wasnt. its just how you look at it. wesley would never want to hurt lori, he thinks of her as a good friend. and i think that is what it should be. no more hate, no more pain. just understanding.

[tin_can_soldier]

i do forgive wesley, i just dont forgive myself for letting him get away sometimes, its just easier to blame it on someone else, but dont even worry about it babe. you're wonderful, and as the plain white t's put it... *ahem*
HEY HEY HEY! I'M GONNA BE HAPPY SOMEDAY! lol and maybe that day is today