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THE ATARIS
SO LONG ASTORIA
something tells me,
sino bang nagsabing pagkatapos naming grumaduate ay simula na ng puro ka praningan sa katawan?
i knew that we're all going to see each others' faces..un nga lang, di na sa klasrum, di na after classes...on appointed days na nga lang
ang c2han, party, tambay at tugtugan, di parin naman nawawala, sa ngayun. i heard this kickass song na ginawa kong themeshong nung diary ko some 2 years ago... this is where i write everything i encounter in a day. wahehehe. can't believe i was able to keep it up for 4 straight years. pero ngaun, do you suppose i could continue to do so? e kasi ba naman, ubos na ung pages dun. parang it was only made for the 4 yrs sa buhay hayskul. i don't know, that's what i've been thinking, or maybe not...ako lang ung praning. and this song gave me this drive, to scan through the pages of my semi-frayed school handbook. well, actually, it used to be my handbook nung gradeskul days, pero sa halip na anayin ng mga pesteng anay, i had this brilliant idea of using it in something prolific. tapos ayun. the birth of my day-day notebook.
ewan ko ba,..but i always have this unknown sense of fullfilment whenever i read an event that occured sa anniversary nung araw na un. kahit nga minsan, kahit parang alam na alam ko na ung sinusulat ko dun, i can't help myself but read my entries over and over. parang it takes me back dun sa mismong eksena..and i can see myself, and the people around me, doing crazy things togther, not minding what others might say or think, basta, wala lang..wala lang talaga sa'men..
fun-filled,. but at the same time, napaka nostalgic...nostalgic kasi, i've always been punishing myself on wondering what could have been:
if i have done this, if i ended things this way, if i never should have said this, if this whole situation never happened..etc..
about this song i heard on the radio this morning..ung bandang un, is definitely one of my most recomended if your looking for a punk based alternative act. na at the same time,ung rock roots,di parin nawawala...i actually got a burned copy of their 2003 album, so long astoria...ewan ko nga e, kung me vid na tong kantang to..i'll try to search it on youtube, tapos kung meron, don't hesitate to check it out...
"tin, this isn't over"
and it really isn't..