why do i...

[timyrazorblades]

i closed all the doors
to stop all the memories
and to leave it all behind
everytime your around
i feel so out of control
and so cold
i loose my mind

why do i still care
and remember
the way you feel
the way you tatse
the way you hate

why do you always find me
when i'm at my weakest moment
every situation
every disappointment
every time i turn the corner...