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Jun 25, 2007 11:26

i was talking to abby and this girl sat down in our small circle around a fire pit and her and i were saying hello, and within 2 min said to abby (who was in her own convo by then) "if you got a problem with me you can just tell me. etc.."

caught us all off guard, like in a movie... WTF... then she IMs me today and here it is. in most cases personal suffering DOES speak louder than words... is this not obvious here?

***Parade (10:44:54 AM): tim
***Parade (10:45:02 AM): it was nice to see you again saturday
timxdrama (10:50:08 AM): i agree!
timxdrama (10:50:11 AM): prolly.. who is this
***Parade (10:49:25 AM): meagan
timxdrama (10:51:05 AM): yaya sat was my first time out in a while
timxdrama (10:51:32 AM): i been busy
***Parade (10:50:30 AM): are you plainning on emerging from domestic life more often?
timxdrama (10:51:58 AM): haha we'll see

***Parade (10:53:40 AM): i'm a big puss now and i listen to pussy music
timxdrama (10:56:47 AM): not me
timxdrama (10:56:50 AM): i got brass balls
***Parade (10:56:00 AM): was that abby girl trying to get the brass balls on saturday?
timxdrama (10:58:04 AM): well i suppose its possible
timxdrama (10:58:13 AM): but nah she my girl, ive known her since i was 15
***Parade (10:57:20 AM): ooohhh
timxdrama (10:59:04 AM): ive got an old lady, no game for me
***Parade (10:57:52 AM): no, i know that
***Parade (10:58:00 AM): but it doesn't stop girls from hitting on you
***Parade (10:58:08 AM): and i thought thats what she was doing
***Parade (10:58:15 AM): i'm wrong sometimes though
***Parade (10:58:22 AM): very rarely, but i can be wrong
timxdrama (10:59:55 AM): nah abby and i have been very close forever, and im too dumb to know if someone is hitting on me
***Parade (10:59:26 AM): the reason why i thought she was, was because
***Parade (10:59:47 AM): i assumed that was your fiance and she said, "no, i wish"
timxdrama (11:01:40 AM): ha she knows im a good catch thats all
***Parade (11:00:27 AM): hahaha
timxdrama (11:02:19 AM): abby is cute as hell
***Parade (11:01:08 AM): i don't think so
***Parade (11:01:14 AM): but i have high standards
***Parade (11:01:19 AM): plus, she was very negative
timxdrama (11:02:41 AM): but damn we can talk for HOURS...
***Parade (11:01:27 AM): and i'm all about the positivity these days
timxdrama (11:03:19 AM): no that girl described it perfectly
timxdrama (11:03:24 AM): and abbys demeanor FINALLY made sense
timxdrama (11:03:28 AM): she is truly monotone
***Parade (11:02:28 AM): hm
***Parade (11:02:38 AM): i just got the impression she thought she was better than me
***Parade (11:02:40 AM): and i don't like
***Parade (11:02:47 AM): i don't think i'm better than anybody else
***Parade (11:02:51 AM): we're all equal
***Parade (11:03:00 AM): and i get really offended by it
timxdrama (11:04:49 AM): you THINK she THOUGHT something... dont take offense for such a thing
timxdrama (11:05:05 AM): investigate further, raise an eyebrow... but dont get offended
***Parade (11:03:52 AM): i called her out on it
***Parade (11:03:57 AM): but i don't even care
***Parade (11:04:07 AM): people can not like me or like me for whatever reason
***Parade (11:04:13 AM): i'm happy with myself
***Parade (11:04:18 AM): and i think that's all that matters
timxdrama (11:07:43 AM): it is, but if that was really the case it wouldnt matter if you were happy with other people
***Parade (11:07:41 AM): tim, i'm really not going to get into this with you. i know how i feel. and i know that whatever abby thinks about me (or anybody else for that matter) they are entitled to think. i don't lose sleep over it. i won't get upset about it. and i could careless.
***Parade (11:07:46 AM): you don't know me anymore
***Parade (11:07:57 AM): but, like i said, i choose to be around positive people
***Parade (11:08:14 AM): i choose to only emit positive energy and i refuse to be around anything negative
***Parade (11:08:21 AM): abby, i felt, was very negative
***Parade (11:08:29 AM): i choose to not associate with her
timxdrama (11:11:42 AM): youre associating with her by talking about her so much, harping on something that didnt even happen. dont let your suffering speak louder than your words.
***Parade (11:10:40 AM): omg
***Parade (11:10:43 AM): whatever
***Parade (11:10:46 AM): tim
***Parade (11:10:58 AM): i knew there was a reason i stopped talking to you
***Parade (11:11:00 AM): goodbye
*** Parade signed off at 11:12:23 AM.

LOL wtf i got blocked. i got a job and a house and a lady and i dont party anymore... THATS why WE stopped talking. other than that and this aim convo i had a great time, goin out isnt bad if youre with the right people (i.e. abby and colin)
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