Victorious?
Well I had a bit of a rough weekend. A new friend I'd made had made vague plans to hang out with me for a day or so doing touristy things in Victoria. Going into the weekend I was very excited cuz meeting new people is always fun and I haven't been to Victoria in ages and I was looking forward to doing things tourists do. As the days grew closer though, I couldn't seem to contact said friend and then the weekend came and went with nary a peep.
I'm not mad, but I am confused and a little upset due to this confusion.
On Sunday I made a concerted effort to leave the house and do something. I just found out my suicidal friend had been released from hospital a month early and decided to hang out with her. It was good to see her cuz it had been what, seven years or so - her parents remembered me too. We went to the mall and I got some of my summer shopping done as well - Old Navy is a good place for cheap shorts. But all the while, she kept suggesting that we ought to be in a relationship - which I didn't like at all. She's my friend but I just don't get that girlfriend vibe from it - I don't know why but I can't see it.
I was moreso worried that if she got this stuck in her mind she might get depressed again and I didn't want to hurt her - but lying all the while would be as well, to both of us.
What a confusing weekend I had.
I'm not mad, but I am confused and a little upset due to this confusion.
On Sunday I made a concerted effort to leave the house and do something. I just found out my suicidal friend had been released from hospital a month early and decided to hang out with her. It was good to see her cuz it had been what, seven years or so - her parents remembered me too. We went to the mall and I got some of my summer shopping done as well - Old Navy is a good place for cheap shorts. But all the while, she kept suggesting that we ought to be in a relationship - which I didn't like at all. She's my friend but I just don't get that girlfriend vibe from it - I don't know why but I can't see it.
I was moreso worried that if she got this stuck in her mind she might get depressed again and I didn't want to hurt her - but lying all the while would be as well, to both of us.
What a confusing weekend I had.