May 05, 2006 16:41
Today was the living nightmare of Tim. I have not been in a fey mood like this in a long time. Some would call it insanity. I spent 3 hours in a forest last night in a thunderstorm walking around. I have never really done that before and it sorta worries me. The fact that I can ignore potential tornadoes and other things of such nature bespeaks the turbulence within atm. o.O
I just feel sort of disconnected from myself. Slightly more dangerous than before. I dont know why but last night was intense and now I am drained. Dead.
Man I just want to stab myself to relieve the tension headache.
oh well i need to talk to someone but they are unavailabe for an indefinite amount of time :(
/tear
Later guys I need contemplation