i accidently deleted this older entry from awhile ago:
^^^was the last time i updated haha ^^^
haven't talked to any of you in a year haha. bitch.
well, i am now 19 years old.
i am a full time teacher.
it;s funny, seeing people who hate being bored, or alone.
i'm content with people around me or not, even if i spend much of my time on my own, i kinda prefer it sometimes?
i have moved out of my parents house, and i live with my brother and my homie nelson.
i'm at my good friend shae-n0n's house, who is probably the only person who'll read this, but i feel i owe it to everyone who doesn't care to tell you how i've been doing.
"A person is smart. people are dumb, panicy, dangerous animals, and you know it... "
true as fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
speaking of people being dumb animals..
you know how everyone is like wah wah wah this is the end of the world, Bush has doomed us etc etc...
think about this : do you really think the people in past powerful nations didnt feel the same as we do? im sure germans that lived in nazi germany felt the same as us.
all the great empires have fallen once they get too powerful or too corrupt. we're reaching both those, if we havent reached that point yet.
and speaking of fucked up nations,
i am so sick of hearing people say they wish there was no cops.
okay, dumbass.
what would happen if there was no cops? no responsibility for your actions, thats what. you could walk into a store, shoot that bitch in the face and steal shit and get in no trouble, but maybe get killed yourself.
and you know that shit would happen also! i mean come on, if those piceces of shit down in Louisana loot and shit cuz of a huge disaster, imagine what would happen if there were suddenly no police.
people say they wonder if there are aliens or not.
hm.
look around at whats on this planet...
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i dunno it takes to be classified as an " alien" but i call it anything that isnt human.
why do we act as if we are superior to them? is it cuz we own them? ( which is funny, cuz we dont..they own us..i mean who gets feed,loved on, homed and bathed by who?) or cuz we kill, re-sell and eat their dead bodies? if we were stripped of everything we had, they would once again rule the world, not us.
too many amazing animals to try to link..
what would happen if small little " aliens" landed on this planet? would we make pet out of them? probably.
so, i bitch alot about how technology dependent this world has become. shit, we're wasting our brains inventing shit like the Iphone. what the fuck? do you really need to always have the phone AND internet with you? its sad, that we've made our world rely on technology.
what if the U.S. just stopped inventing new things like that. it would destroy the world's economy, which would lead to chaos. it's too bad, we've got ourselves trapped. now, to stay in position of power, that us piece of shit americans love, we have to keep inventing and staying on top of it. sucks.
we've found a way to replace real life interaction.
don't worry, i keep bitching.
i hate this whole bay area, hyphy dumb dumb " music" that everyone but myself seems to enjoy.
i wanna beat them in the face with my fists when i hear their music. please, label it something other than Rap or Hip-Hop. cuz shit like E-40, Keek Da Sneak, Mac Dre etc. and other terrible non-artists, are defenitly neither.
takes NO talent to not rhyme once the whole song, make up dumb one-liners that for some reason people feel the need to repeat. stupid ways to talk about the " bitches " that you don't actually fuck, the " whips" you dont actually have and the " bread" you dont actually make producing this festering diarheea on recording. and you can all stick the term " hyphy " in your fucking ass.
to quote MURS " and i'm not believin' that you're sockin' a nigga in the face for just breathin'"
serious, all of them are a bunch of fucking frontin', lying, egotistical puppets of the money fueled garbage " popular music" trend.
look at this, i'm getting fucking mad just typing about it. haha.
jesus i'm not even going to start talking about how much i hate, trend following, spineless pieces of shit that require an opinion of their own. i hate almost all the teenagers i see today. fuck malls, and the people that hang out and enjoy them...you fucking materialistic, shallow trend whores.
media fuels all this. telling you whats popular, what trends to hop on, what music to like.
i'm defenitly not going to live in California my whole life. i can't. it's the heart and core of most of the kinds of things & people i hate.
well, this update wasnt supposed to be such a bitch-fest, but once i got started, i really couldnt stop!
anways,
i'm happier with how my life is going. i do not want to do anything else, work wise. i love my job. i never dont wanna go to work, i mean...of course i hate waking up...but i am so happy doing what i do...it makes it worth it.
living on my own is so fucking cool.
lately it's been becoming more obvious that i was designed to go through this life solo =/
i'm almost tempted to talk about personal things on my mind now. seeing as how i've never actually done that to a real person, i'm not going to start with a dead livejournal.
so you only get to hear about the things i DONT like...hahah
i'm really not a negative person, but the things that annoy me i feel the compulsion to rant on.
one time, i'll make an update and list all the things i truly love.
i dont have a computer, needless to say no internet...so, all you who arent gunna read this, ill get your comments later.
i'm sure more things will come to mind as soon as i get off the comp...so you'll just have to wait for part II.
shae-non has woken from her slumber and we have some shrubs to dispose of.
cya, internet.
-timmmber