Mar 19, 2010 23:01
I'm so tired. I've been tired all day. I want a good night's sleep. I haven't had a good night's sleep without some kind of chemical intervention since...
... well I think I'd be going back before 8th grade.
I'm not sure how much sleep I get during the night, it varies greatly. Sometimes I spend about 10% of it awake and tossing and turning, sometimes I spend up to 50% of the night just trying to be asleep. I wake up constantly, any little thing can wake me up at night and when you've got 3 cats, a wife, and a well-used road right near the house then there are a lot of little things that can wake you. But it's none of their faults, this happened at the end of a cul-de-sac when I was sleeping on my own with big black sheets blocking the windows. It's just how I sleep, it's why I often seem to have a silvery coloration under my eyes.
I'm just always tired.
I should probably see about doing a "sleep study" for whatever that could do. I pretty much refuse to down NyQuil to help me sleep so I don't know what else I'd be able to do about it.
I sure would like to not be so tired all the time.