I told her
Well I told the girl how I felt and I think she hates me. Well that didn't work out as planned. Ummmm....schools out so I am free a lot more. You will see more posts now. I am kinda pissed off beacause when I tried to talk to her today I felt like an ass and not many people can make me feel that way. Maybe I am just paranoid or soething I don't know. I just feel really stupid now that she knows and we had an ok relatioship as friends in school. I could act as stupid as I wanted in front of her and she would laugh and I would too no big deal. Now that she knows I found myself trying to act different and I don't like that. Maybe I should just calm down and act myself thats what you all would say right? Well I am going to quit being paranoid and just post.