May 14, 2005 20:48
Wow. I think i have MONO! hahaaaaaaaaa1! owned. Wow. I feel alot better than i did a while ago. But yeah. I might go to Jessies tonight. Im not sure. I hope so though. I have an idea! Why dont I call her??? I'm going to. So yeah. I have realized that Frank is a complete crack head. I hope that i can do better in the relationship department. I really want macky to know that I care about or relationship, but I just dont know what I can do to make him understand. Any advise??? If you do tell me please. For once in my life I WILL listen. I havent done anything ALL weekend. Big change for me. But yeah. I have a pet chicken that lives down the street from me! ^.^ its name is snowwy. It is white. (I'd laugh at myself if it was orange or something.) And it has my eyes. But my eyes look good on her. Not me. But yeah. I just hope that i can find some way to tell macky that I DO care about our relationship, but yeah. It pisses me off how i can be SO goddamn stupid sometimes. I always do something wrong to fuck something up. Oh well. Im a failure..T.T
I love Macky