Mar 21, 2010 23:20
im sorry im not what you want. thats awesome that you still got game. go get yourself someone whos more like you. you stupid mother fucker. you have no idea how much that hurt. you had to see if you still had game???? wtf? its like fuck i get it. im sorry. thank ou for telling me all this now when im at my lowest. make me feel even more like a useless, ugly, stupid piece of shit. i dont want pity from you, or from anyone else. just makes me feel like shit. thats why i date when u do this...cuz the truth comes out and i really dont want to hear it, but i guess thats what i need. i dont even have dylan or addy here because i was too fucking worried about your stu[id ass. what kind of mom am I? i dont put them first. i need to. i just wanna dissapear sometimes. not die, just leave for awhile. and in all honesty...no one would really miss me. they dont need me. they really dont. you definitely dont need me. i really dont know why i fucking bother. im outta here. fuck this.