I just dont kno nemore

Dec 04, 2005 11:39

why does it feel like everytyme i get my tower 2 stand sum1 or sumthing seems 2 make it crumble down???...this happens 2 me everytyme i finally get happy...I jus want 2 find real love...I jus feel like hatin everything rite now but I jus cant do that its not me...

I kno how u feel about him
i read the convo
she doesnt kno i did so dont blame her...
i kno that ur feelin is rite
its always rite...
i can never find the rite guy 2 make u happy.

But all along i knew who that rite guy was...
he knows...im pretty sure he knows that my feelins for him
r the strongest ive ever had...the question is, does he feel the same way towards me???

How is it that u can have sum1 nd u forbid me 2 love ne other guy???...
what is this hold u have on me that doesnt want my heart 2 stop lovin u???
u r the only person whos thoughts i really care about!

What r ur feelin bout him???what do u think bout him???
do u think in the end hes gonna hurt me or break my heart???
please jus tell me...here, IM, on the fone, sumhow jus get 2 me nd let me kno b4 its 2 late nd i hurt myself...this is makin me very overwhelmed...ur makin this hard 4 me 2 think bout...

I have 2 face him 5 dayz a week in votech nd sumtymes on the weekend

sdhgffksjhgkjsdhgkshd...grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...y dont i jus die 2 make every1 happy mostly myself???...would that make u feel better??? that way i dont have 2 b wit ne guy...comunication is good u kno...i like talkin 2 u

GOD JUS TAKE ME NOW PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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