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Groar. Worst 24 hours ever. Did something incredibly stupid that will have consequences for a long long long time. Based it on an impulse in a "dream I had". Fucking bullshit.
My dad decided to drink a lot and take painkillers. Wound up oding. They let him out of the hospital today. He can even go to work tomorrow! That makes me feel safe!
I love when he does horrible things that he knows he cannot take back, but doesn't even make an attempt to. I dunno, maybe if he actually told me he cared, I could forgive him for all the shit I have to put up with. He just shows up with chinese food, asks us if we'd had dinner, and goes downstairs to smoke pot.
My mom decided to go into her room and shut her door, without saying anything. she "doesn't feel good".
And the only person online that I feel comfortable talking about this with is the same person I did something stupid to. This week sucks, and its only monday. Can't wait for tuesday!
My dad decided to drink a lot and take painkillers. Wound up oding. They let him out of the hospital today. He can even go to work tomorrow! That makes me feel safe!
I love when he does horrible things that he knows he cannot take back, but doesn't even make an attempt to. I dunno, maybe if he actually told me he cared, I could forgive him for all the shit I have to put up with. He just shows up with chinese food, asks us if we'd had dinner, and goes downstairs to smoke pot.
My mom decided to go into her room and shut her door, without saying anything. she "doesn't feel good".
And the only person online that I feel comfortable talking about this with is the same person I did something stupid to. This week sucks, and its only monday. Can't wait for tuesday!