into the lungs of hell
yea i wrote out this whole thing by hand but thats upstares and i really dont feel like gettint it. um........ friday i went to pats house we chilled there had a fire it was good untill pat left with mendro. then gina started to flip out and so i left. got home early at like 10. talked to laura for like 2 seconds online. but she was at her friends house so she had to go. then i stayed up played some guitar and fell asleep. saturday morning i has a on road. that went well i praticed parking and just drove around places i havent ever sceen. then i went o my friends noel's house(yes the same noel that give bill wade head like 3 times. there will be no fingers up my ass!!!!!!) but i stay on my side of the fucking swinging gate. iv been friends with him evin before that so its all good. we chilled and watched empire. that was a fucking great movie. it sux for the guy at the end. i left ehre at about 5 30 to come home and get something to eat. and then i was off to conners. when i got there we made a fire in the fire pit. but it was a bitch because of all the wind. but after a while we got it fucking blazing. we got some pizza and listed to 99.1 most of the night just sitting by the fire. and then out of nowhere matt and adam just poped up. that was kool. the more the better. ha adam choked on the pizza and barfed all over the place. funnyest thing i have ever sceen. then after the fire dies out we went inside and watched bum fights. greatest movie. BLING BLING- um....... sunday i went and bought a new suit. because im filimg a mivie with my friends about the jfk assination. and then i went to the mall to get my tux for prom. god dam i look fucking sharp. dam i had better it was fucking expensive. eh o well its not my $. rented cabin feaver. its a pretty good movie. not one that i would buy but its a good movie to rent. its good in a cheesey sort of way. then later that night i got into a huge fight with my parents. yea alot of yelling, it wasent pleasent dont evin ask why we were fighting its so fucking redicoulous its pathetic. um....... shit what the hell did i do sunday night..... o yea watched viva la bam because slayer was on it. yea it was pretty kool. they played war ensimble. then that takes me to today. school was ok i guess it was the same old shit. i wish i could talk to laura more . bassically the only way i can talk to her is via e mail and her comp is fucked up so she can only reade it at schoo. i dont see her much in school. and i dunno if she wants to talk to me. yea it bothers me that all the time she looks sad. i dunno if she is or not. she never see's bill in school. i think thats strange but hey its all the better for me. but i hear she spends pretty much every day with him so that sux. yea i still think about her alot. thats why its bullshit that the only way i can talk to her is threw e mail. i know she dosent have feelings for me anymore but that still dosent mean that we cant spend some time teogether. that would be a whole lot better than nothing. because nothing is getting me nowhere. yea i found a really great pic of her today. yea i dunno so much reminds me of her. someties it sux. espically when i know what goes on. ug... all i know is that she better not be wearing the fucking thong that i bought her when she is with bill. thats just not right. that shit gives me the chills. yea like all the way down my back man. i accually have something that i got her and never gave to her. i dunno if i should. only time will tell. i just want someone. laura accually. man life sucks sometimes. I think thats it for now. i might be back i dunno leave me lovin-Tim-