if theres a new, ill be the first in line, but it had better work this time
lets see where should i start. today trish and laura dident have clinicals, they got switched to tommarow. to i was suprised to see them. um........... laura accually heard me say hello today and finally said hi to me. this is a very slow process and im not making much headway. oo yea i wrote a new song today. i will post the lyrics after im done writing this. lunch was straight. i saw afro dome in there today. i couldent help but just laugh. um.... i shaired my song with people they sceemed to enjoy it. um..... o yea im gonna be in a movie on monday. for a project my friend joe is doing. im gonna be in the mafie. we have to wear suits to school. i think it will be kool. im gonna slick my hair back and look all gangstar. it will be kool. um.. then i got a e mail from laura. saying that i was a jerk and lost all respect for me after we broke up, and i guess i have to earn that respect back. dont worry i will if its the last thing i do i will get her to respect me and one day ill get her back. she also said that she wants to be friends, but she was like she wants to talk in school and shit. but bassically not on the phone or hang out or somethin i dont really know. it was a confuzing e mail. all disjointed. i dunno ill hope for the best. then something very suprising happened. lea imed me. she was the one who has been posting in this journal. it was accually nice to talk to her. we just had a normal conversation. she said some nice things to me, gave me good advice. told me to keep my head up think positive things like that. yea so that was suprising but nice. then i called up kerry and were buying the bid tommarow for prom. i dunno what were doin before and after tho. it dosent really matter to me. i heard germ paid for a limo for him eliza bill and laura. mad $ i wish i had that kind of $. yea i dont know what else there is to say. other than im fighting a up hill battlr and im never going to quit, im a trooper. ok now im going to post my new song. most of you will think its twisted but i like it