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[timmyjrsmommy]

having contractions again. With my luck this little one will be late. lol trying to take it easy. hubby decided that we are getting a nanny, so he started the process to have the service find us several nannies to interview and his goal is to have the nanny start at the end of August. I feel really weird about all of this. I'm going along with it only because we don't have any family to help us out. I will admit we will need help once the baby arrives. Hubby on the other hand wants me to have a nanny all the time. I don't agree with that. I had my kids so I am going to raise my kids. I don't have a job to go to or classes to take. I am going back to school once the kids are in school, but that's a ways away. the good thing is after the baby is born and we have the nanny help for a few months, then it should be easy to get him to understand that we don't need one all the time. He is a funny man. He wants my life to be easy, yet the ways he does this makes it harder for me. we have talked about it and he is backing off with the agreement that I will let him know when I need help and what kind. He is pretty much freaking me out with trying to convince me to get a housekeeper. I don't like people touching my things or cleaning my house for me. I can do that myself. Plus I'm neurotic so its not easy for me to have other people in my house.

i hate that I sound like a spoiled brat, but I prefer to take care of my house, kids, dogs, etc. myself. agh!!! well, off to shopping I go. need to get some groceries.