Drastic Changes
the title of this entry u will find out later, but for now, i have something else thats on my mind. 3 days ago, i had a dream where i stabbed myself in the chest 12 times, walked to medical, and ended up talking to my doc friend there for a bit before i died, then i woke up thinking what the hell was that...what really tripped me out was that the same night, my doc friend that was in my dream had a dream about me dying as well...and we sat there telling each other this and laughing. Thats is by far, the weirdest thing that has happened to me. Now it makes me think, well what does this mean. Two dreams the same night, both about me dying. and on top of that, they both took place on the ship. Makes a person wonder. Anywho, this is for bertina, if u read this, theres only one last good thing i would like to say, and i cant express it, unless u listen to a song by 3 doors down, title, landing in london, or something along those lines. Now the drastic part, i have decided to care about one thing, and thats to finish and worry about whats going on over here. I bother myself too much about what happened, what i did, and think about it to often to the point where i have gotten mad so easily here, i broke a phone here, i kicked a chair that was bolted, right off, and having too much neg energy right now. So the only thing i have decided to do, is to not care right now, do my job, and worry about everything when i get back home. My plan is to get out of the military on the 25 june, but i wont be coming home right away, i will be visiting one of my friends that will also have left and chill with him for about a week. I plan on that week to be really crazy, and very interesting to say the least. In mid time in april, we will be on our way back home and ill be very excited and happy. Till then, its dragonball Z here, and ill also be playing d&d here with a few guys here as well, and im a drow and having fun with him as well...right now im the top fighter and very happy about that. anyways, ttyl everyone, have fun til i see u then...oh and by the way, the last time i put the cd name of a group, i was wrong, its 3 days grace...