October 27, 2005 9:20:55 PM

[timmyd16]

What happened to us? We used to be so close, we used to have such fun and life was glorious, Grand. Where did we go wrong, were did we part? LIfe is filled with these little complications, arguments, distractions and we always end up at a dead end on no where street. For me, well I cant even figure myself out, always reaching out for things to help me in the moment, but no cure. If you are lost in my words, do not worry, for I am also. But we all need these trivial times to realize who we are. There is a certain turning point in our lives, well many turning points, round about and U turns that we need to just be alone, to think. We may think we know what lies ahead for use, but we are just caught up in our own facade, no one knows except....We all will have a different calling in life, or be lead one way or another and no one can determine this road for you. I need to just let go, to forget about all my burdens and stress, easier said then done. What happened to the simplicity of life and I know you are all thinking the same, where did it go? Find your answer and get back to me....I found mine from one place... For me I am not necessarily at a dead end, but an intersection. several roads leading to dark and desolate regions and the other leading to a place of undesirable words, or the next crossing. Who can I turn to, who to talk to this about, friends...family...I turn to the one who will always has time.....To know so little is a horrible feeling, if only I had answers, answers for these hundreds of questions. My friends think its a joke but what you gonna do... If only...
God Bless
Tim
Father God, I prayer that you come down and reveal your love and glory over me, that you fill me with your Holy Spirit and if willing, Lord God, that you guide me through these troubles that I hide from the world...Amen