Jul 15, 2013 22:48
Bi-annually (either twice a year or every other year(which is it?)) I remember/stumble across this sad testament to 2003-2007. It brings back memories I had long forgotten I'd forgot. I'm feeling nostalgic and 'thoughtful'. I think it's the combination of the white chocolate mocha (after 8, i'm a rebel you know) and the kombucha after the bike ride back from da pub. (caffeine, tea, adrenaline) And here i am posting things uncensored(and unedited!) to the internet.
Its nice to have a written history of parts of highschool/my life. I wish I would have written more in college. You forget the little things that make up everything. late night 'study' parties where you rarely get things done and the nights where you actually sit down and 'get 'r done'- a whirl-wind of efficiency and productivity. (somewhat rare through no one's fault but my own.) I'm sure i'll look back on this and cringe, I like i do most of these posts. I should really start writing an actural journal/diary. It would be good to work on my penmanship and a good way to make sure I wrote something everyday (see I've had one of those post-college crises, where you feverishly strive to be 'academic' (too much too fast) until the reality puts you back in your place. Its better to 'plod' i'm told.) More aspirations to add to my list. But whenever i've found old journals of trips (particularly my families 6wk around the us trip) I'm always disappointed that my past self didn't write everyday. I've read those 3 entries several times. And always wish there was more. You think you'll never forget somethings, until you do (especially when you're 14). I've already used my quota of parentheses for this week in this one post. bother.
boom. ramblings. I've dumped part of my mind onto the internet. and I don't doubt that no value has been added. Perhaps I'll post here more to practice daily writing [don't count on it, that last 5 posts probably say the same thing.] {but look! i've already stopped using parentheses! perhaps i can change.}
ok i'm done now.
Post Scriptum: Remember when saying and doing "Random" things was cool? "I'm so random... that's so random" it was like our generations 'yolo' or something. sheesch. If friend of mine 'randomly' stumbles across this, i hope they'll comment or something. I'll be more likely post actual life updates if think even one person skims this.