Boredom: Involuntary? I think not
I would like to say i have something constructive right now to do. I would like to say that my boredom is not a result of me just not wanting to move. But, alas, it is. There are about a million different things i could be doing with my surroundings. But here i am, sitting at my computer chair that has been ripped, broken, had the inside torn out(by me..noless while i was bored :D), and has a couch cushion on it because i have been too lazy to get a new one. My parents even told me, anytime i wanted a new one it would be mine. HA! Me, leaving my idyllic(thanks mr silver, i like that word and have been looking for a place to use it for the past six months) life style thats accented by my dreary basement is a joke! Right now im not willing to go get the remote, go upstairs to socialize with the family, or anything else that requires the smallest twitch of any of my muscles that are frozen into one posistion due to the atrophy that has been slowly setting into my arms, legs, and brain.
Enough about my chair and my basement and crap. There was a point to this entry. I say im bored, and normally i would acompany that with an "i have nothing to do", but that simply is not true. I could(if it was possible lol) be studying for school or doing my math homework at home instead of leaving it for option. This entry is quickly becoming redundant. The moral is, its the laziness im feeling right now thats keeping me from doing something. The moral is, even if it isnt productive i could be playing hangtime(oh and believe me i will be soon) or madden or something. Instead im sitting here, not talking to anyone online(i could also change that if i wanted to i guess) writing this entry about everything im doing wrong right now. This is the definition of hypocritical. The title says boredum is voluntary, but am still subjecting myself to this anyway. Why? I think i got that message across as best i could. Should i take my own advice and go play hangtime? I think i will
after rereading, that is the worst piece of writing i have ever subject to the public to in my life. if you read that, and enjoyed it, theres a cliff in my backyard you can meet
Enough about my chair and my basement and crap. There was a point to this entry. I say im bored, and normally i would acompany that with an "i have nothing to do", but that simply is not true. I could(if it was possible lol) be studying for school or doing my math homework at home instead of leaving it for option. This entry is quickly becoming redundant. The moral is, its the laziness im feeling right now thats keeping me from doing something. The moral is, even if it isnt productive i could be playing hangtime(oh and believe me i will be soon) or madden or something. Instead im sitting here, not talking to anyone online(i could also change that if i wanted to i guess) writing this entry about everything im doing wrong right now. This is the definition of hypocritical. The title says boredum is voluntary, but am still subjecting myself to this anyway. Why? I think i got that message across as best i could. Should i take my own advice and go play hangtime? I think i will
after rereading, that is the worst piece of writing i have ever subject to the public to in my life. if you read that, and enjoyed it, theres a cliff in my backyard you can meet