life..... later i dont get it!!!???

[timmiss]

...................... okay the entrie before this one said all the things i like about the girl i like but i guess there are to many things good about her for something good to happen for me she sti funny and still the best im just crushed! but its okay im not mad becuase i cant be becuase im to let down and to drain... you keep me up but are aways letting me down but i still go for it becuase you are worth the risk of this right here and you are my friend and you always will be but please i dont want to wait until later in life becuase i am taking the chance and taking my risks now.... what are you risking by talking about the future when right now we do not have one for you to put on hold, and you think that i am mad but i am not and wont be! me crushed and thats it you didnt do anything for me to be mad at although i didnt ike the later in ife thing becuase we both now that we/you dont have controll of that and thats just something to cover your trails, if you wanna say something just say it okay becuase not saying just doesnt work and it bever will..... so im not mad im just very crushed and disapointed right now, and i guess i give up becuase you dont was te present you want the fiture so lets hope that i dont give up later in life becuase i guess thats all that i have right now......... you keep me up but you let me

DOWN!!!

no pce right now