mmmm my throats numb.
It's so amazing that no matter what they always have a song to sum up how i'm feeling.
I have a lot of 'work' to do on myself i guess, i need reflection time....i think.
I think the next time i see Susan i'm going to request to be tested and put back on my medication because i'm still not ok and i should've never taken myself off.
Hallifax is once again becoming a possibility(and no this isn't because of you) i just don't really feel human anymore; it's like once again i'm slowly deteriorating inside...i guess i should give it a little longer and see if things start looking up for me...but i really don't want to be in this house anymore.
This basically sum's things up currently:
"Call it off"
I won't regret saying this
This thing
That I'm saying
Is it better than
Keeping my mouth shut
That goes without saying
Call, break it off
Call, break my own heart
Maybe I would have been
Something you'd be good at
Maybe you would have been
Something I'd be good at
But now we'll never know
I won't be sad
But in case
I'll go there
Everyday,
To make myself feel bad
There's a chance
I'll start to wonder
If this was the thing to do
I won't be out long
But I still think it better if
You take your time
Coming over here
I think that's for the best
Call, break it off
Call, break my own heart
Maybe I would have been
Something you'd be good at
Maybe you would have been
Something I'd be good at
But now
We'll never know
I won't be sad
But in case
I'll go there
Everyday,
To make myself feel bad
There's a chance
I'll start to wonder
If this was the thing to do
I'll start to wonder
If this was the thing to do
and i'm not too sure why but this keeps making me cry...maybe its the way they sing it?
"Like O,Like H"
When I was 8
I was sure
I was growing nerves
Like steel in my palm
Make a map of what you see
Dragged pain effectively
I was 8,
I was sure
I was growing pain
Like lead in my feet
S.O.S. to my mother
Take the hinges off the door
S.O.S. to my mother
Take the hinges off the door
Oh, oh, sugar spell it out
Like oh, oh, sugar spell it out
Like oh, oh, sugar spell it out
Like O, like H in your gut
Like O, like H in your gut
Like O, like H in your gut
In your gut
S.O.S., S.O.S.
When I was four plus a ten
I was swinging fists
Like nails in a board
Pull your hands inside of you
Six years 'till I'll be through
I was four plus a ten,
I was swinging back
Like a race to be sure
S.O.S. to my mother
Take the hinges off the door
S.O.S. to my mother
Take the hinges off the door
Oh, oh, sugar spell it out
Like oh, oh, sugar spell it out
Like oh, oh, sugar spell it out
Like O, like H in your gut
Like O, like H in your gut
Like O, like H in your gut
Like O, like H in your gut
(S.O.S., S.O.S., S.O.S.)
In your gut, in your gut
In your...
..for some reason i can really relate to them..
I need a shower but the hot waters off =[.
i don't know how to feel anymore i guess.
Robo-Timmie's in full force(ask and ill explain what this means)
Mmmmm reasons for getting kicked out of ninth are back, and god it feels good, its been way too long welcome back my old friend<3
-_-...lJ cut wont work...