Christmas was here, if you care.

Dec 26, 2005 12:57

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't do anything to save you, darling. I can't! I don't know how to make it stop. I'm not sure what to say...I don't know if I can say anything. Teach me what to say. Help me. God, help me.

I'm so happy you're having such a wonderful time. It's nice to know that you have a seperate life that involves going out and doing stuff with other people. I couldn't be happier for you. He thinks you've forgotten. He thinks you're not there. He doesn't understand the beauty you feel...because it doesn't make sense. I guess it doesn't make sense.

Why do you have to scream in the dark? Why can't you scream when the sun is up? At least then I can see your face...at least then I can wipe away your tears....all I can do is feel you in the dark. And I feel you less and less. You're wasting away.

Christmas. That was wonderful...nothing so happy. Nothing so pure. Did you like that? I liked it. I wish it would stay. But it left....you're not who you were before. I don't know what you are.

Todd and Krick make a cute couple. Krick bought him socks..he bought her...socks? Socks. That's so adorable. Probably because it's just so sweet...well thought out...you would have to be there.

You're not here.

I don't know who I'm talking to anymore. Do I even make sense?
I'm screaming.
He's screaming.
We're screaming....why do we have to scream? Screaming never solved anything. Yelling is even worse. He's quiet most of the time....and those times are the worst of all.

You and Krick sang that song together.
You sounded so happy. You looked happy.
But I guess happiness is a facade.
And we're only a part of time when she has nothing else to do. She's so happy now...and it kills you. She could live without us, you guess?
Why take happiness away from those that deserve it? Maybe you're right. Maybe we should fade away. You could take my hand..and we could fade away together. Our colours will melt into one...the effect of rain on a water colour canvas.
I'm your paint brush.
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