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ok before i start my entry id like to throw this out there..every time i go to get gas i always go to a prepaid pump or one thats out of order..like tonite for instance, i go to one pump it stays on the "authorizing pump" screen for like 5 mins..so then i switch to another one and it was a prepaid pump..and i was like dangit! i keep switching from pump to pump, im glad no ones there or else ill prolly look like a moron..and the pumps always seem to work for other people..it totally makes me mad!!
ok anyways onto whats been up in my life..isnt that why you people read these things..well isnt that why u read scott and rachel..cuz yall are like the only ppl who do..haha anyways. i dont think ive updated in like a week..but a lots been goin on duing that week..it feels like this week has been a month long. the details arent really necessary, but lets just say some semi-unexpected events came around. lol everythings good tho. :) friday i lost 5 bucks in a hardcore game of poker with like 13 guys and saturday me and jack hung out cuz we never get to anymore cuz he totally ditched me and went to concordia..jus kiddin mayne. we went to chases after we hung out and played halo 2 with a bunch of guys then watched boondock saints which is a sweet movie..um sunday..woke up not feelin too hot but went to church anyway didnt go to "big church" tho. later me and scott played football for like 20 mins wit george and jlo then scott jus came back here and we chilled. exciting huh?
well today i was thinkin about some things cuz theres been lots on my mind lately and one thing that popped into my head was my christianity..it feels like i wear a mask of christianity just to look good. im not saying that im a bad kid cuz im not (well at least i dont think i am..) sometimes God is the last thing u want to hear about because theres so much stuff in this world that grabs your attention and takes your focus away. i keep getting on track then gettin derailed and i get so mad at myself and feel worthless but then i feel so much better when i get back on track..its like i get refreshed :) heres some casting crowns lyrics that really hit home..
Lord, You love him so, You gave Your only Son
If he will just believe; he will never die
But how then will he know what he has never heard
Lord he has never seen mirrored in my life
that just speaks for itself..God loves us soooo much but he isnt mirrored in our lives so ones who dont know him never find him. and they die never having heard the truth :/ being a christian doesnt mean that u cant have fun or anything..u can..i do all the time! it just means we dont fill ourselves with worldly things..ill let u figure those out on ur own.
anyways..that took forever to write..haha theres also a lot of other junk on my mind but i wont go into detail on it. you can just be left in suspense! :P well today i went on a field trip to the museum of science and history or something to see the dead sea scrolls..all i have to say about that is.."so, how about them dead sea scross huh?!" lol boooring trip but better than school! its ok..i get to go on another one on wednesday to the art museum..man i love northland..3 days of school this week..off of school all of next week.."pay for my grades" as scott says..never really have hw..doesnt get much better haha..tonite we didnt really have a lesson in bible study but we jus sat tehre talkin wit eachother and it was fun to jus hang out. then me, scott and jlo played football in the parking lot and almost hit like 3 cars..intense!
theres so much more that i feel like saying..but i cant remember what it was and this is already pretty long..lol anyways..everyone have a wonderful week..ill most likely update next week! haha so see ya later!
ok anyways onto whats been up in my life..isnt that why you people read these things..well isnt that why u read scott and rachel..cuz yall are like the only ppl who do..haha anyways. i dont think ive updated in like a week..but a lots been goin on duing that week..it feels like this week has been a month long. the details arent really necessary, but lets just say some semi-unexpected events came around. lol everythings good tho. :) friday i lost 5 bucks in a hardcore game of poker with like 13 guys and saturday me and jack hung out cuz we never get to anymore cuz he totally ditched me and went to concordia..jus kiddin mayne. we went to chases after we hung out and played halo 2 with a bunch of guys then watched boondock saints which is a sweet movie..um sunday..woke up not feelin too hot but went to church anyway didnt go to "big church" tho. later me and scott played football for like 20 mins wit george and jlo then scott jus came back here and we chilled. exciting huh?
well today i was thinkin about some things cuz theres been lots on my mind lately and one thing that popped into my head was my christianity..it feels like i wear a mask of christianity just to look good. im not saying that im a bad kid cuz im not (well at least i dont think i am..) sometimes God is the last thing u want to hear about because theres so much stuff in this world that grabs your attention and takes your focus away. i keep getting on track then gettin derailed and i get so mad at myself and feel worthless but then i feel so much better when i get back on track..its like i get refreshed :) heres some casting crowns lyrics that really hit home..
Lord, You love him so, You gave Your only Son
If he will just believe; he will never die
But how then will he know what he has never heard
Lord he has never seen mirrored in my life
that just speaks for itself..God loves us soooo much but he isnt mirrored in our lives so ones who dont know him never find him. and they die never having heard the truth :/ being a christian doesnt mean that u cant have fun or anything..u can..i do all the time! it just means we dont fill ourselves with worldly things..ill let u figure those out on ur own.
anyways..that took forever to write..haha theres also a lot of other junk on my mind but i wont go into detail on it. you can just be left in suspense! :P well today i went on a field trip to the museum of science and history or something to see the dead sea scrolls..all i have to say about that is.."so, how about them dead sea scross huh?!" lol boooring trip but better than school! its ok..i get to go on another one on wednesday to the art museum..man i love northland..3 days of school this week..off of school all of next week.."pay for my grades" as scott says..never really have hw..doesnt get much better haha..tonite we didnt really have a lesson in bible study but we jus sat tehre talkin wit eachother and it was fun to jus hang out. then me, scott and jlo played football in the parking lot and almost hit like 3 cars..intense!
theres so much more that i feel like saying..but i cant remember what it was and this is already pretty long..lol anyways..everyone have a wonderful week..ill most likely update next week! haha so see ya later!