meh.
since no one is reading this coz no one cares..i now convert my blog to a 'belinda hates me' journal =). so yeah. i think its day 11. i think its gonna go until god knows but meh. saw her today. it sucks to know that she hates you. i was just looking at her...then her train came..and she walked away. thats so nice. i think i'll just do that for the rest of my life whenever i see her. stand and stare. meh. i hope it stops soon....ANYWAY. peer support today. sadness..boring sitting and doing nothing. doubt i'll make it...meh. sleep