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health permitting im doing lacrosse, i know i originally was considering not doing it, but i think now i will do it, besides wheres the team gonna go without the goalie :)
tonight ended on a positive note, got a lot of shit straightened out, still a lot more is there, hit by a ton of bricks in the past oh 36 hours, so yea, sorry for those i hurt in the past day and a half. i feel like shit for doing that. i hope to never do that again.
i love this song on that collective soul cd i told yall to buy (real southerner now, yep its coming out haha):
She said good day boy, are you ready to shake
I said I love noise and this life that it makes
See I have a line though it's subject to change
I once had a thought but then I gave it away
Yeah sooner or later I'll be perfect to stay
She said good night boy, are you feeling alone
I said I love time but never ever this long
Like the sun surely loves it's newborn days yeah
Like all oceans love their waves I'm perfect to stay
the whole beat to this song is fuckin amazing i love it. i havent read into the lyrics too much, but im gonna later when im not so tired. and once again im happy :) and im gettin an ipod, cuz now i got enough cash to get it woo hoo tomorrow ill be jamming to my new ipod :-D
once again to all those i hurt, i'm sorry, i feel like shit for what ive done, lots of stupidity was done the last few days and i regret every second since ive done it. i know one person will never forgive me, but i cant stop them from doing that. i just hope one day they do realize how much i regret that. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
another amazing song on that cd is under heaven's skies:
Whenever I taste honey from your lips
It's a moment of purpose only you can give
Whatever I hear whatever I may see
Whatever my cause, dear, I know you'll believe
Cause you're beautiful my love when I close my eyes
yeah you're beautiful my love under heaven's skies
If ever you think careless is the night
I'll comfort you with silence till the morning light
Wherever you turn, wherever you may roam
Whatever you conquer, I'll always be your home
i only wish i could go back into the past and change all my stupid decisions, but thats part of life, erasure is not an option, only moving on and closure and living with those mistakes.