I am a big pile of mess
Cancer Anyone?
Wow I effin hate the shower in my host family. The water keep changing temperature; burning.. hot... warm... cold.. freezing.. cold.. warm...... back and forth. That's so friggin annoying. edfhafghkajhfuh.
Yesterday i went to the pier and wasted around 10 quid on DDR. Plus the bus fare. Everything in uk is so friggin expensive. But why do i still use money like they come pouring from ma roof? *stabs self* Am going to deprive myself from spending money for the um, next 2 months. Yea, I will try to.
I havent sleep at night for 2 weeks now. Oh no, since january. Just that these 2 weeks I was like, 3 hours sleep a day in the noon and thats it.
These few days I keep getting a feeling that my throat is clogged with something.. itz getting a bit difficult for me to breathe but I have not a slight clue what the fuck is that. I dont want to go to the doctor.
Lobster and ma husband is coming back to Brighton from Malaysia/Edinburgh today. Woo Hoo~ Lobster's gonna bring 4 iPods with him o_o oh em gee I wish one of them is mine ;_; They're sayin to eat out tonight, but erm, HEY I'M UNDER MONEY-SPENDING DEPRIVATION yes, no? pssst... whatever. <.<;;;
I'm going to sleep now. My eyes are like.. red. o_o kinda scary. The throat thingy is still there, THAT IS NOT CANCER IS IT?!
Wow I effin hate the shower in my host family. The water keep changing temperature; burning.. hot... warm... cold.. freezing.. cold.. warm...... back and forth. That's so friggin annoying. edfhafghkajhfuh.
Yesterday i went to the pier and wasted around 10 quid on DDR. Plus the bus fare. Everything in uk is so friggin expensive. But why do i still use money like they come pouring from ma roof? *stabs self* Am going to deprive myself from spending money for the um, next 2 months. Yea, I will try to.
I havent sleep at night for 2 weeks now. Oh no, since january. Just that these 2 weeks I was like, 3 hours sleep a day in the noon and thats it.
These few days I keep getting a feeling that my throat is clogged with something.. itz getting a bit difficult for me to breathe but I have not a slight clue what the fuck is that. I dont want to go to the doctor.
Lobster and ma husband is coming back to Brighton from Malaysia/Edinburgh today. Woo Hoo~ Lobster's gonna bring 4 iPods with him o_o oh em gee I wish one of them is mine ;_; They're sayin to eat out tonight, but erm, HEY I'M UNDER MONEY-SPENDING DEPRIVATION yes, no? pssst... whatever. <.<;;;
I'm going to sleep now. My eyes are like.. red. o_o kinda scary. The throat thingy is still there, THAT IS NOT CANCER IS IT?!