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fuck i am so fucken addicted
i tried my first fucken cigarette at age 6
now look at me, pack a day im a fucken idiot.
and sometimes when im walking by a window of some building that im checking the ashtrays for refrieds. i think im just a fucken bum. thats all im ever going to be in life. i dont do school. i dont have a trust fund. im not talented enough in anything for a free ride in life. im starting to spin
im thinkiing since im not going to have a good life. might as well have the rest of my life as fucked up as i can get myself. sometimes i wonder why is their a heaven and a hell? why cant everyone just go to the same place? then i remember that i dont belive in anything past death so might as well have a long nice life.
all in all i need to change, maybe in the next year or two i need to change quit everything that is bringing my life down. but everything fun is addictive. drugs, alcohol, sex, violence, mischief, felonies.
im falling and i can feel im falling fast. when it rains it pours........
CM
i tried my first fucken cigarette at age 6
now look at me, pack a day im a fucken idiot.
and sometimes when im walking by a window of some building that im checking the ashtrays for refrieds. i think im just a fucken bum. thats all im ever going to be in life. i dont do school. i dont have a trust fund. im not talented enough in anything for a free ride in life. im starting to spin
im thinkiing since im not going to have a good life. might as well have the rest of my life as fucked up as i can get myself. sometimes i wonder why is their a heaven and a hell? why cant everyone just go to the same place? then i remember that i dont belive in anything past death so might as well have a long nice life.
all in all i need to change, maybe in the next year or two i need to change quit everything that is bringing my life down. but everything fun is addictive. drugs, alcohol, sex, violence, mischief, felonies.
im falling and i can feel im falling fast. when it rains it pours........
CM