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timid_werewolf

.29

Dec 01, 2008 13:45

Okay...not cool. not to mention terrifying!

...What did I ever do?

At least I have Dreizehn here...

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[Voice] asouroldelf December 1 2008, 21:46:10 UTC

It's just some cowardly son of a bitch, kid. Don't let it work you up.

[Voice]/Private to Avari and Aaron timid_werewolf December 2 2008, 02:43:59 UTC

You guys...you're all strong. Most of the time, if something threatens you, you can fight back with no problem.

...I may be a werewolf, but I can't always control the change. It isn't coming to me at will yet...

...I just...I don't like it...it scares me.

[Voice]/Private to Avari and Aaron asouroldelf December 2 2008, 02:48:19 UTC

Hey.

That's no problem, huh? You come to the forge, right? There's always SOLDIERs in and out of there in the day, and at night you've got me and Wrath? Sound good?

[Voice]/Private to Avari and Aaron timid_werewolf December 2 2008, 02:51:20 UTC

It won't be a bother if I do?

..I'd like that. Thank you

-dry chuckle-

I wish I were stronger, you know?

[Voice]/Private to Avari and Aaron asouroldelf December 2 2008, 03:07:01 UTC

Nah, kid not a problem. I got a kid at home. I'm not used to things being so quiet, anyway.

I know the feeling, but it takes a long time to get to be strong. Besides, even being strong doesn't mean you don't need people.

[Voice]/Private to Avari and Aaron timid_werewolf December 2 2008, 03:09:45 UTC

I'll come by, then soon.

-he seems to be listening before speaking again, quietly-

I just...I've been here over a year now. Three months past now, give or take. Every time I try...to get stronger...

-he cuts himself off, trying agian-

I feel kind of useless, except for cooking. Too squeamish to kill, too timid to fight.

-sigh-

I'm sorry, Avari.

[Voice]/Private to Avari and Aaron asouroldelf December 2 2008, 03:23:16 UTC

That's a long time, kid.

[She snorts.]

Don't apologize for being normal, kid. You're not a killer? So what? Being a killer isn't a good. Ending a life isn't a good thing. When I told my father I wanted to be a soldier, he forbade it. Told me I was daft.

[Voice]/Private to Avari and Aaron timid_werewolf December 2 2008, 03:25:19 UTC

I can't even kill an animal unless I'm a wolf.

-pause-

...He did? Really?

[Voice]/Private to Avari and Aaron asouroldelf December 2 2008, 03:32:25 UTC

He did. And him, a soldier himself. Not even, a general. I used to think his whole life was fighting. When I told him that he smacked me on the head and told me his life was my mother and me.

[Voice]/Private to Avari and Aaron timid_werewolf December 2 2008, 03:36:14 UTC

-strained voice-

Your dad must have loved you and your mom a lot...

-quickly hurried on-

Did you pursue it more? Or just...do something else on the side instead?

[Voice]/Private to Avari and Aaron asouroldelf December 2 2008, 03:41:19 UTC

He did.

[Avari, however, stagnates.]

Ran away from home. Joined the army behind his back and deserted after the first battle, kid.

I wasn't a killer then either.

Re: [Voice]/Private to Avari and Aaron timid_werewolf December 2 2008, 03:43:43 UTC

I see...

Thank you, Avari.

Um. Now.

Do you or Wrath need anything to eat?

[Voice]/Private to Avari and Aaron asouroldelf December 2 2008, 03:47:14 UTC

That kid eats like a horse. I don't know where he puts it.

[Voice]/Private to Avari and Aaron timid_werewolf December 2 2008, 03:48:21 UTC

I'll bring something for all of us by then, okay?

[Voice]/Private to Avari and Aaron asouroldelf December 2 2008, 03:49:46 UTC

Sure, kid. Thanks.

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