Pain. Strife. No game. This is Life.
In the possession of trembling hands, shaking fingers, tear-filled eyes, inthe possession of a girl who has such worries and cares for the world, for friends, for family, and even for strangers that is is quite undescribable is a note written by a friend, in which the words came from ehr heart, soul, and the very intelligence of her mind. A letter that is only entitled as such a thing becuase no word can fit what these words written upon this paper say, but it is a testimonial of a loved one who cares in such a way, that she is nothing less than a sister in the eyes of the reader of this "letter". This girl who reads such a thing thinks she is not good enoguh for anyone, she worries to omuch, and she wants not anyoen to worry for her. All she wants is to be a light shining is such a darkness as this malevolent world. She doesn't want to be "friends" with such caring people. She wants to be as family, to be the shoulder they cry on, to be their light in darkness, to be their benvonence in their molevolence, their shining star, their perosn to talk to when they have troubles. So foolish is she to forget how much they have the same cares for her. She needs a shoulder to cry on at times. And she miss her Kristen Michelle SO MUCH, that she cries herself to sleep at night, thinking about her being a total of 259 miles away from her. Then she thanks God for sending mher Autumn. And Amber. And Erin. And Ray, Kenneth, Greg, Patrick. EVERYONe....even.......
Ty.
Regardless of how he ignored her, regardless of how he probably dislikes her a great amount, she appreciates the few months he did listen and talk with her, and care for mher. She Thanks you, ty.
And she thanks you, everyone, all my freinds. She could never name you all.
She would do anything for all of you.
Please listen to me..... for this girl I speak of is me-me being Nancy Irene Jane Dobbs....a girl who has been hurt in more than one ways....a girl who has done nothing for anybody except be a freind.....yet, I am still not good enough for...him
"Have (( y o u )) ever watched || h i m || walk away...
not wanting || h i m || to go?
And whispered (( 'I l o v e y o u' )) softly...
not wanting || h i m || to know?"
It’s easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Than to face this pain all alone
Have you ever fallen in Love
But knew they didn’t care
Have you ever felt like crying
But knew you’d get no where
Have you ever watched them walk away
Not wanting them to go
And whispered I Love You softly
Not wanting them to know
You cried all night in misery
You almost went insane
There is nothing in this world
That causes so much pain
If I could choose between love and death
I think I’d rather die
Love is fun, but it hurts too much
And the cost you pay is high
So I say don’t’ fall in Love
You’ll hurt before it’s through
You see my friend, I ought to know
I fell in love with you"
Ty.
Regardless of how he ignored her, regardless of how he probably dislikes her a great amount, she appreciates the few months he did listen and talk with her, and care for mher. She Thanks you, ty.
And she thanks you, everyone, all my freinds. She could never name you all.
She would do anything for all of you.
Please listen to me..... for this girl I speak of is me-me being Nancy Irene Jane Dobbs....a girl who has been hurt in more than one ways....a girl who has done nothing for anybody except be a freind.....yet, I am still not good enough for...him
"Have (( y o u )) ever watched || h i m || walk away...
not wanting || h i m || to go?
And whispered (( 'I l o v e y o u' )) softly...
not wanting || h i m || to know?"
It’s easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Than to face this pain all alone
Have you ever fallen in Love
But knew they didn’t care
Have you ever felt like crying
But knew you’d get no where
Have you ever watched them walk away
Not wanting them to go
And whispered I Love You softly
Not wanting them to know
You cried all night in misery
You almost went insane
There is nothing in this world
That causes so much pain
If I could choose between love and death
I think I’d rather die
Love is fun, but it hurts too much
And the cost you pay is high
So I say don’t’ fall in Love
You’ll hurt before it’s through
You see my friend, I ought to know
I fell in love with you"