Apr 14, 2006 02:45
I have so much love in my heart. And I have everything a guy could ask for. I asked for it all. I just want to make my life work. I think this will work.
In other news...
I have downloaded a ridiculous amount of ridiculous music. And so I was stoned, and driving in my van, and jamming to Matisyahu, and fully realized just how religious he actually is. Which I suppose is a really dumb observation considering, but I was really blazed. And I'm sure anyone can understand that kind of dumb epiphany. But it made me think of how Brian was just saying how comfortable he is listening to various artists singing about God. Because I was like "Yeah!" *wicked stoned* "I want Mashiach now! You go my Kabbalist Zionist brother man!" And this made me feel really good about where I've come to in terms of my spiritual journey. My crazy uncle moved away, and so the subtle brainwashing has stopped. So...
I feel good about God. Not all crazy.
I feel good about my occupation. I've decided to be a Women's Studies professor a.k.a paid-professional liberal.
I feel good about my future. I'm going to move to the west coast,take T in L.A., and start a hippie commune.
There are a few things left to get in order. But I think I have a plan.